I have definitely been in a rut lately. I’ve been dating douches, lacking personal connection with people, lazy, angry at the world, and no self esteem…
Then this weekend hit..
I visited my ex (just friends now) and his mom in Georgia and they took good care of me, I went home and saw my mom which was awful at first and then we hashed it out a little and I think that was pretty productive, I saw my Tiffany and Whitman and it was unbelievable. I think they are my friend soul mates and they help my energy every time I see them, and then me and my sister made up and now I’m home.. And I feel like so much happened this weekend.
It feels indescribable when you feel there are no grudges or angers controlling your every thought, and it feels free to be happy for those around you succeeding in life. I’m happy tonight.. And proud of my friends (even if their are only a few) and I’m proud if me. I may not have all the answers.. But I grew this weekend..
…and that makes all the difference ;0)