And he TOTALLY had a girlfriend.
I work with him and I have to look at his face every day, it’s so annoying! On top of that we decided to be “friends.” How fucked up is it to pretend to be friends with some one you miss so freaking much.
Then this morning I had an abc class at outback and who do I HAPPEN to run into in the bathroom… His girlfriend. Who is sweet, cute, and the opposite of me. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs but all I could do is walk away with guilt peeling my heart apart. I feel so hurt and sad and angry and guilty and not good enough.. And then I feel that I’m better off, strong, beautiful, and worth so much more than the lies and bullshit. Now all I need is to stop thinking of him so much..